Smiling Like an Idiot

I love it when God has a good week planned for me. When one moment I'm confused and torn, and the next I can't stop smiling. It's the way things turned out today. It was a good Monday.

Before I go on, let me wish everyone a belated Happy Easter! I attended my first Catholic Good Friday service and it was just... breathtaking. It's been a long time since I have gotten choked up during church and let me say was I almost in tears during that service. It was haunting. It was beautiful. So much love for my Savior is filling my heart.

After Good Friday I had an uneventful weekend, with a relaxing Easter Sunday (lovely family pics to come). I hope everyone else had a stress-free and beautiful Easter as well!

After that relaxing weekend, I was faced with some choices today.

I chose to endlessly complain about my Chemistry teacher, my three back-to-back quizzes tomorrow, and boys.

I could write a book - SEVERAL books - on how confusing, arrogant, and immature boys can be. And then I could write a sequel to how lovesick, naive, and stupid girls can be.

 But that one would end up being an autobiography.

All that drama and confusion left me with no hope for male beings. And then, here comes Cupid again poking me in the butt over and over.

After every sweet text message, after every "goodnight beautiful" text, after smiles and jokes and flirts and tickle fights, Cupid stabs me again and again.

 And I'm left on the sidewalk smiling down at my cell phone like a crazy person.

I'm so fickle. But I can't help but loving the crap out of this guy.

Even if he does have a few tattoos...